new month. feels like a new chapter.
here and now:
i feel proud of my bear wearing his glasses like a champ.
i feel scared for our future. i remain hopeful, but the nerves are kicking in. pow!
i feel sad that roo is gone. i miss him every day.
i feel irritated with the rain. although, i know now in may i will be grateful.
i feel exhausted looking at the windows around the house that need to be washed.
i feel regret that i am not pursuing a more creative life. .
i feel envious of others. it’s that whole the grass is greener thing messing with me.
i feel lucky to have my friends.
i feel love for my cubs and dear hubby.
i feel like for myself. augh… related to the aforementioned note above regarding greener pastures. like may not be love, but sure is better than
where i was a while ago.


your writing is beautiful
your life is blessed
your boys are the sweetest
your husband is lucky and wonderful
your house is a home
your spirit is generous
your friends love you
you are incredible.
don’t let the nerves get to you. things will come together. you are an awesome mama!!
and booooooo rain!!
<3 suzy
sunshine, your love is powerful stuff.
suzy, your ongoing support is amazing!